Wait for love.

All I feel is something like a feeling of loneliness, but am I really am?

I know this feeling,cause it's not new to my heart, it somehow always manages to return in my mind.

And I hope I'm not only one who goes through this lone feeling.

I have bestest of friends and my loving family all the time there with me good time or bad time. But I have no idea why I still feel alone.

This feeling makes me want to get in a relationship with a guy but I'm so scared of that relationship, cause I'm scared he will leave me alone, and land me to the situation that I felt he would be solution to.

In the deepest of feeling of having someone who will stay forever and not treat me just as luxury that make him feel good.

 In the hope of finding that someone soon I am ready to take up the pain of loneliness, until that someone arrives.

I hope I'm not wrong In my decision of waiting for the right time, cause my generation, as I see don't really wait until the right time and in despair of their loneliness get attached to the person who just seem perfect for their emptiness. And I thought love is about heart and not loneliness, maybe I'm wrong about the concept of love(but never mind).

I see happy couples around and even sad once and it's all just tempting to fall in love and have a fairytale love story.

The man of dream is just one and not I'm not going to ruin my love life because of some shit temptation that can make me loose my hope of finding the perfect love, like most of people.

So,I'm Waiting, waiting and waiting till I find the man perfect for my for my heart and not for the emptiness of my heart. And I guess you should too.

Cause, There is nothing wrong in waiting till your last breath to find love, cause I'm sure there is a match made for each of us, And it will be perfect one for your heart and to its loneliness too.